April 2010
1 post
Candy covered lies, so fuckin' twisted.
Go with the flow, jump on that ride go with the TREND. To my FACE, say you think the WORLD of me but behind my back your JEALOUSY, INSECURITY of who you are it starts to show, INFERIORITY complex only YOU know. But the mirror TELLS what your mouth WON’T. I used to think that I KNEW you… But I DON’T! I don’t… and NEVER did.
March 2010
8 posts
Swing low, sweet cherry make it awful.
I dont want to go to the dentist. The thought of having a pair of rubber gloves and cotton wool in my mouth while the dentist tries to prise my mouth open farther than it was ever designed to go makes me wanna yak. I want someone to take my wee teefies to the dentist for me & I’ll stay here with my bear for a little longer before work :]
Yeah, it was perfect now it’s awful Yeah...
NEVER AGAIN.
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life… You give them a...
“Trust is like a mirror. You can fix it if its broke, but you can still see the...”
“Baby, baby, baby oh, I thought you’d always be mine…”
All the stars explode tonight.
I had to work on Saturday and it was absolutely mind numbing. But Saturday night was the BEST. Victoria is home and it was amazing to see her beautiful wee face again along with everyone elses. It was like a reunion in the pub on Saturday night and I was as happy as a pig in shite. I got to see almost everyone I love in the one place at the one time and it was amazing. Ross Burgess included, I...
Love, the hardest way.
Since my last post my blackberry has gone awol, TWICE. I cried, a lot. That’s been sorted now and I have my berry in hand again, sparkly cover included :]
On Valentine’s Day I did get one card. A pretty red one with confetti and hand written messages inside. Oh, and it was from my mum. I don’t agree with there being a nominated day in the year to prove to your other that you...
February 2010
5 posts
This is love, this is murderous.
I went out for the yummiest dinner EVER on Wednesday night and had some cheeky cocktails too. Got home and put on my new pyjamas and went straight to bed with my bear = best ever. Although when my dessert came with a strange fruit on it, I held it up and asked “Is this an itchycoo?” …I should say things quietly to myself before I say them out loud.
Last night I had many double...
“Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them not to.”
Piggy in the middle.
I feel like piggy in the middle between my parents at the moment.
There was a party last night that they both happened to attend with their significant others, and today I’m getting the stories about who did or said what to piss the other one off. I DON’T CARE. You hurt each other, and you’ll have to deal with THAT on your own. I should add that they were together for 25 years,...
Just a hunk o' burnin' love.
I have the fucking flu. I hope it goes away rapid, I’ve got a lot planned this coming weekend and I refuse to miss out on any of it. Hopefully visiting Kenny boy in Forevermore at some point too, if I can find a minute to go in.
After my shower my skin is soft and smells like raspberries. I doubt I’ll be able to sleep much with these aching limbs of mine and the fact that I’m...
January 2010
3 posts
"Take off your vest, you look like Aladdin."
Today I buried another hatchet and it felt wonderful. A lovely girl accepted an apology from me like I knew she would, and I got one in return. Neither apology was completely neccessary but it felt good all the same.
I spent the day clearing out a whole load of stuff that I no longer need or want, and had a bath followed by a shower. Baths just aren’t sufficient to get clean enough! It felt...
It’s possible that this blog won’t be read or even known about my many people but that’s not why I’m doing it. I’ve never had a blog before and I’m a really private person, but I figure as long as I’m being honest it’s not a problem to share my life with anyone who stumbles across it. Ranting helps, always.
For the record, I’m fucking freezing...
WARNING:
This blog will contain everything I want to rant about in my life. I will always be honest and I will spare nobody.